Gemma Collins’ Tel Aviv trip has recorded many joyful moments where she connected with her faith, her lover, stepson, and found her inner peace. In spite of that, she is scared of getting on the scale. Collins became a force to reckon with following her “The Only Way Is Essex,” which racked up a BAFTA award.

In 2016, the English media personality starred as a contestant on Celebrity Big Brother, and three years later, she appeared on Dancing On Ice.

The reality TV favorite is famous for her artificial tan, her dramatically daring personality, and her refreshing honesty. From the first day of the new year, the onscreen diva serenaded fans with charming snaps showcasing her time with family, in the historical city of Tel Aviv.

Gemma Collins’ Tel Aviv trip included bonding time with her fiancé, Rami Hawash, 48, and his son, Tristan, 5. But amid the fantastic excursion with the pair, the MTV cribs star has remained honest explaining that the truth scares her.

Weight Gain After Gemma Collins’ Tel Aviv Trip

Gemma Collins’ Tel Aviv trip was not only chronicled in snaps and clips, but she also shared more on the vacation with fans on her GC podcast. The 41-year-old who has been conscious of her weight and eating habits reiterated her intention to stay healthy and active, adding that she needs to shed some more pounds after the eventful holiday.

Just last month, the RuPaul’s Drag Race star diagnosis rang that she had a trapped nerve, following her complaints about agonizing back pain. Despite her desire to maintain a healthy diet, the TV personality indulged herself during the holiday and she is now scared of checking her numbers. In her words:

Whether fearful or not, Collins has determinedly set a time frame where she intends to get back on track. One way the Celebrity Big Brother alum is helping her is by being her motivation. She is focusing on previous workout videos of herself, after notifying fans that her weight has affected her confidence in the past.

But in her insecurities, she has found the power to try and become a better version of what she used to be. Thankfully, Collins has Hawash, her loving fiancé, who she claims has been a life changer.